Hmmm… Eric and I had our first little misunderstanding. It reminded me of how we walked together, our steps taking the same pace as if we had rehearsed it before. He said he was going to call me and I sat in my little blue chair at the corner of my room thinking, this is it. I don’t even know how i screw it up. I am so bad at this… i should’ve sticked with my original new year’s resolution so i don’t have to be sitting in the blue chair with weak limbs. and then the phone rang, we talked and were mutually relieved.

it is scary having someone so new becoming so important. bless my uneasy heart… and bless his.