12.27.08
silence
say something say something
say hi say hey say how are you
be casual be cool be calm
be anything
but true
but true
is all i know
so no
i can’t speak to you
silence is better
than how are you
it is closer
to the truth
so i choose silence
instead of you
silence
you.
re words
retreat retract
realize
remember recount
reconnect
rectify
read me read me
regret
react rebel reform
revolve
restate restate
retell
resonate ready
release
music
I am excited about picking up the guitar. Between practicing the cello and the guitar, the tips of my left hand fingers are now quite calloused. I think my cello is improving… very slowly. Occasionally I produce a note not so tortuous on the ears and I look up to the sky to see if heaven had cracked open. Playing the guitar is a little bit more satisfying because I get to sing. They both exhaust me though. My hearing is very sensitive and I get easily affected by sound. It takes a lot of my energies when my hearing is continuously stimulated.
With some more practice, I think I could be pretty good at this guitar business


