i will have more time for myself to do what I want. There are so many things i want to do. 

I want to read a new book every week.

I want to write, not for homework.

I want to go do yoga.

I want to see my friends more.

Want (well, need is probably a word more appropriate here) to clean my closet.

want to cook, and feast and oh how i miss drinking wine…

want to go shopping.

want to just sit around and have nothing to do.

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anthony has left for almost 24 hours now and no email nor phone call from him. Sigh.